Sakura, Haru Akiko

[Haru Sakura]

haru sakura is now entering hell

full name: haru akiko sakura
gender: female
age: eighteen
birthday: may fourth
living where?: house
clique: student

personality:
SHY
Shy wouldn’t be a word to describe Haru and really how shy she is. But this isn’t just because of the fact that she is mute. But even so she seems to shy away from making friends any way. She could make friends. She knew this even but she shied away from it like she was going to be treated even worse then she was if she tried to make friends with someone. A lot of the time actually she ran from people, because she was afraid of what they would do if she couldn’t answer there questions by actually speaking like a lot of people would. Then Haru was really scared of everything, and she was in a way looking at life in a pessimistic sort of way and it also made her go further inside this wall she had surrounding her that nobody except her brother was able to get through. Haru really was quite the nice person just people got frustrated with the fact that she was mute and from the few people she had tried and failed to become friends with she just made it that she knew she wouldn’t get friends. Or that was how she believed anyways. And in a way she made herself more of an outcast by staying clear of everyone then anything.

Easily Pleased
Haru is a very simple minded sort of girl. She doesn’t need much to be pleased. Even with just having her brother and her two pets she still doesn’t ask for anything else and is relatively happy, or as happy as she can be for the stuff she went through as a child and how she really was quite alone. Just being able to read and write and things that she liked to do was fine with her. She didn’t want to have more money, or have a lot of friends or anything. Haru was actually one of those people that by the way she looked you would think that she would want brand label clothing, has lots of friends and all that but really, she probably has two maybe three friends and even then they weren’t really close. Haru basically liked the fact that she was alive and that alone. Even if a lot of time, which she knew she was labelled a freak. Actually she found it quite stupid that at times people thought that because she couldn’t talk she couldn’t hear either so she heard quite a bit of things said about her. Yet surprisingly she is able to ignore them. She basically finds that she has her pets, which occupy her and she had her brother and she doesn’t see the need for anything more just now.

HARD WORKER
Because haru doesn’t talk, and doesn’t socialize in any way really she puts a lot of her energy through her job and her school work. She finds that doing these things in a way gives her something that she’s accomplished. Actually she always has done well in school though the way she does it it looks like its easy but especially now that instead of being back home in japan she is in England it actually is quite a lot of work. Being bilingual and English being her second language it does help a bit for her but it really was hard, especially the first year after coming here and basically she wore herself out for a time on how much she spent on homework. With Haru though its basically when she starts something she does it well and puts all of her effort into it as well. She is just one that needs to give it her all when she starts a task she knows she can do and even though she may art times overwork herself she does her best and you can tell so with the completion of her work.

EASILY DISTRACTED
As much as Haru is a hard worker she does tend to get distracted quite a bit leading to a lot that she does taking a lot longer then it should just because even something like a spider on the wall can distract her for a good hour before she finally lets it go outside. Haru is a very interesting girl even when watching her. You can tell just from her actions that she is a bit different and a lot of people really do want to know whats going on inside her head. With her family she sighed to them so they knew what she was thinking and stuff so a lot of people did online talking and stuff. Haru though just finds that she isn’t able to focus on one thing at a time and she is constantly on the move. Its actually quite hard to keep track of her because she is always doing something different. Its like she cant make up her mind on what she wants to do at that moment. Often this leads to her multitasking.

GOOD LISTENER
Haru is an extremely good listener. Being that she cant talk she does like listening, to peoples problems, to peoples stories. She has always liked that sort of thing. Though a lot of people do seem to think because she is not able to talk, well at least to everyone’s belief even though if she wasn’t so frightened of doing so she could but then with what happened with her mother it basically made her unable to speak. Haru, especially when little would always get someone to tell her stories. Even now that she is seventeen she would still sit down with her brother and they would talk, well he would talk and she would sign, for hours. It was like in a way some sort of way to understand each other. And it was one of the only times she actually did get to speak her mind. Haru liked helping out where needed though and she did understand how a lot of people needed someone just to listen so that was what she did a lot Listened.

CARING
Haru really is such a sweet girl. She always has it where she is caring for someone else and really worries constantly about everyone. It doesn’t seem like it always just because she is so distant from everyone and is very good at hiding her emotions but you can tell, especially when she’s around animals. Haru is a very gentle person almost as if she thinks everyone is perfectly delicate that might crumble if you do the wrong thing and she is always trying to find ways to make people, especially ones that she is comfortable with better. She likes making people better through her actions if it means making a funny face or just acting just a bit considerate it helps. Haru really does act mature through this too and even though only seventeen a lot of the time she can be mistaken for older.

DISTANT
Haru really is distant to everyone and it really is hard to get to know her because of this. She already is in a way isolated from everyone from her own issues but she continues to push herself further and further back away from everyone where really it is only her brother that seems to know her completely. She doesn’t like people knowing about her, wanting to know about her because it basically completely scares her, she actually having a lot of fear in life and she continues to sink into this shell and hide from everyone else thinking hiding will make the people go away basically. She just didn’t like people getting close to her so she made it impossible for them to do so by keeping herself away from everyone. It was basically to the point now where she wasn’t sure if she would be able to open up to anyone because she had lived so long with distancing herself further away from people as time went by.

INNOCENT
When you hear someone’s parents calling there kid innocent and a really good kid most others know that there is something behind that and there secretly rebelling or doing something they shouldn’t be. That’s what you would think with every kid. But with Haru it really is true, she is simply completely innocent. There is really nobody that you could find with as good a heart as she has. She just would do anything to make everyone happy that is within her power of course. She isn’t one to ever get in trouble and definitely not one that is good with conflicts. She cries easily but still she doesn’t do harm to anyone and when she cant avoid conflict she simply accepts it. doesn’t ask questions, doesn’t fight back just accepts it. This also is a downfall to her, because even though she just is a really good person, because of how she is she does get picked on a lot, and gets beat up just as much. But she never fought back, never told them to stop, actually she wouldn’t even cry. A lot of people got frustrated for this though but she didn’t believe in fighting back. She just did what she was told. That was how she was always like, and it may even be considered weak, but she would call herself that easily because she knows she is. She has believed that since the time she had to watch her mother get killed in front of her.

LISTEN TO THE MUSIC
One thing you wouldn’t think of when looking at haru is that she was right into music. Actually not English music, she didn’t listen to it a lot but she did like her Japanese music that she had grown up with, but more so she also found she learned to write songs, with words even though she couldn’t sing them, and play them. She played the piano. Has been playing it since she was only three years of age. Her mother was a piano player and got her into it as well. She doesn’t play the piano as much now as she used to but she plays it a lot at night. She isn’t sure what it is about night that inclines her to play but she finds that is when she can produce the best music. And she finds music in general a way to ignore the rest of her life and just listen. It was what she was inclined to do, listen, not tell and music helped her realize this as well. Music really is a big part of her life, just it is not as shown as you would think it to be.

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height:
5'4

weight:
107lbs

hair color: black

eye color: brown

physical description:
HAIR
Haru’s hair is a dark brown that appears to be more of a black with the skin tone that she has. It isn’t incredibly long and she likes cutting it to different lengths but it is a bit pat her shoulders at the moment. When she was a kid though she had it quite the bit longer but found the shorter hair suited her more and she was still about to put it up and everything easily so it worked out easily. Her bangs were in a choppy side bang though were fairly short that she could have them as a normal bang as well but normally wore them off to the side so that she could actually see properly. Her hair was really thin and easy to do things with so she like experimenting with it though has never died it. She just liked doing different styles with it. She always though any other color other then like black would look horrible on her anyways and she preferred to keep her hair healthy. Her appearance was one of those things that she cared about even if not trying to impress anyone just to feel a Bit better about herself.

EYES
Haru’s eyes are gorgeous. Not because here any fancy color or anything, actually they are just a dark brown but it almost looks like they are black when you look at them, which in a way is kind of creepy but yet very stunning as well. With the shape of her eyes it very well suits her features and also adds to the depth that you see in her eyes. Her eyes are normally one way that you can read what she is thinking more then anything, they always seem to be a dead giveaway for how she is feeling at that moment and in a way she is both thankful for her eyes and hates them. Because nobody understands her most of the time she finds her eyes in a way help people to understand her maybe a little bit even if its just how she is feeling at the moment, but then she also isn’t sure if she wants people to know her feelings so she doesn’t like them for that as well.

SKIN
When looking at her skin she is more of a tan color, coming from a complete Japanese background, but it has a really soft look to it as well, almost making her features look more delicate. Taking care of her skin real well she has very clear skin though has never had a problem with it either. She doesn’t use anything make up wise to fix her skin or anything but a lot of people have a hard time believing that her skin is completely natural but Haru spending a lot of time on her appearance since she sleeps little, even if she likes sleeping, makes it that her skin is really well taken care of. Not oily or anything. Definitely has a very good look to her and makes her seem to stand out with whatever she wears that day. She is very good at making sure that everything compliments her each day. She doesn’t like having it where one thing sets off the next and even if she is pretty it makes her look ugly type thing. Appearance is a big thing for her especially since nobody gets to know her personality well.

MOUTH
Haru actually has quite the tiny lips, them being a bit thin though the bottom one being a bit more puffy like making it seem very natural yet suiting her looks quite nicely. She actually didn’t like her mouth. She found it looks odd and wished it didn’t look at times like she was pouting out someone, especially with her habit to gnaw at her lower lip. She had amazing teeth though, yet she had braces for a good two years before how they are now. She still has to wear a retainer at night at least which nobody knows of since she always feels weird wearing it. Though you cant exactly ask her if she talks funny while wearing it which is a bonus. It just keeps her teeth straight as she had quite bad teeth when she was a little kid and she definitely doesn’t want to go back to having crooked teeth, so she was very careful with taking care of her teeth and she can be a bit over careful with her brushing her teeth at least a good three times a day, but she figures it ensures that nothing ever happens to them. Never having cavities was also a bonus, she hated needles and everything so having needles going into her mouth wasn’t a very pleasant thing to think about. Haru didn’t really like chap stick or anything so normally she did refrain from using I and actually except for her eyes she had a very natural look to her.

MAKE UP
Haru’s make up isn’t all that much. She doesn’t wear lip chap, she doesn’t wear blush or anything its basically more to do with the eyes and all then anything because she likes making them stand out more because of the black color like effect that they have. Haru doesn’t like to wear mascara often mainly because her eyelashes are pretty long as it is but will wear it depending on what she is wearing and everything. She likes to use eye shadow that stands out a lot so that people are first drawn to her eyes before anything. She likes having a certain effect with her eyes and does this by using lighter colors but like bright colors at the same time. She wears a bit of eyeliner to add to it standing out but its normally just how she does her eye shadow that really brings the contrast between her eyes and everything else. From modelling and stuff she has also been taught more things on what to put on and what not to so is quite good at knowing how much make up to put on so that it looks good.

WEIGHT
Haru is actually incredibly tiny. This isn’t because she doesn’t eat a lot, actually she is quite the person who loves the junk food and stuff and likes her munchies, but then she is always walking, jogging, or doing something and having a fast metabolism helps this as well. Her whole family is skinny though so it really is to say she does take after them and there was not much of a chance in her being really big or anything. She likes being active and stuff though so its to be considered that way and she isn’t one that can just sit down all day and night and watch movies and stuff. She eats a lot, and not always healthy just she doesn’t put on the weight. Really she is only like 105lbs but like she is pretty short too so its not like she’s too skinny. But not average or anything either. She likes the weight she has now and she seems to stay the same weight so its not like she has to keep go buying new clothes or anything either. Well she doesn’t have the money to do so anyways so it wouldn’t matter much.

HEIGHT
Haru isn’t really the tallest person around. Actually she is quite short, and petite so it works out okay for her being small but she isn’t like the smallest person in her classes or anything, just always has been one of the shorter ones. She never had to worry about looking down at people, always was looking up. But then this also made her feel more intimidated by people that made fun of her so she was always scared of people, especially taller ones. She tended to hate being short because she got scared to easily as it was let alone when she was quite short compared to the others around her. Haru a lot of the time would stay around people, if any that were generally the same height as her as she at least didn’t feel intimidated that way. Just you know she didn’t exactly find people that knew how to sign so easily, she knew she had one friends before, who didn’t know how to sign so instead they would write all the time to each other. It was definitely a weird friendship. Haru actually got along with the older people though over the younger, if she “talked” to them. Haru really did want to be taller and hated being so tiny and petite. Made her feel incredibly vulnerable.

CLOTHING
Haru actually has quite a fashionable clothing sense basically because of the fact that she models and got it more from that then anything but she always liked the pretty clothes and wasn’t one for the simple stuff like jeans and a tshirt. She likes wearing fancy things, well not to school as much but she loves wearing dresses and nice clothes. She actually has recently become addicted to wearing scarves and she likes doing different style of clothing. Her clothes aren’t overly bright or anything though because she finds it’s a way to make her stand out which she doesn’t want. She has a lot of different clothes, some from modelling where she got to keep the clothes and just a lot she bought over time. She liked wearing dresses over anything though, but just didn’t get to wear them a lot, so jeans and some fancyish shirt matched with a scarf was normally what she was seen in as of lately anyways. She changes it up a lot.

born: may fourth
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history:
PARENTS
Kasami and Nobu actually hadn’t known each other very long before kasami ended up pregnant at the age of nineteen. They hadn’t been dating either, she had been with another guy at the time, only for a few months and once hearing this he ran which was where nobu came into place and stepped up and was there for her through the entire pregnancy. At this point they were only friends, a friend helping out another but Nobu had always had other feelings for kasami. They had both met when they had come out of high school, Kasami graduating a year early do to her high academic grades and they ended up going to the same university. Her going for nursing and nobu going for psychology. It actually had been just before the birth of shin that they got together, but Nobu definitely was one of those guys that anyone would want to be with as he was good looking and one that you could trust. Unlike the one that ran off on Kasami as soon as she got pregnant. Actually even now Shin is known as there child and haru was never told that he had another father.

OLDER BROTHER
Shin, born on October 19th, was the first kid to the family and ended up to be the one that Haru relied on the most. He had been born a bit premature and had been in the hospital for a few weeks just to make sure he was okay and everything but relatively turned out to be a healthy baby. Nobu was the one that ended up signing on the birth certificate and nobu always treated him like his own son. Kasami only being nineteen when she had shin. Shin was always a very quiet baby even when first born. He didn’t cry at all or anything but relatively was good yet happy. Being the first child of course he was going to get spoiled. They live with Kasami’s parents at the time due to that they were both going to school still and really Kasami’s parents loved spoiling the little boy so really all went well with the first child when nobu stepped up at least both being incredibly good parents, it was only later that nobu ended up forming somewhat of a temper, but this wasn’t until after haru’s mothers death.

BIRTH
Haru was born when Shin was three years old and she was basically complete opposite of shin, her being one that cried a lot and actually wore out Kasami for the first little while because she was only getting a few hours of sleep a night. By this time she was a part time nurse at a hospital and her father working at a very well paid job too. So both were constantly on the go and it seemed that a lot of the time it was either her mother of her brother that got her to calm down. You would have never expected that she would end up being a mute actually. Since she was a very loud baby. Yet she was still an incredibly happy baby and easily amused. Her brother was basically in love with taking care of her. Haru, being born on may fourth was instantly named after the spring time which was where she got he name, them having already wanted a girl so were picking out girl names instead of guys. Kasami especially was one that loved that she had a daughter even if she proved to be a handful which was also the reason why she was only at her job part time.

TODDLER
Through her toddler age she basically became quite a cling to her older brother but was talking a lot earlier then most. They didn’t actually think that it would only be till she was five that they would actually hear her cheery little voice echo throughout the house. But then they also wouldn’t have known that her mother was going to die just like that as well. Haru was a very happy kid once she got through the age of waking up throughout the night every night and she had her own big room that she spent a lot of time in playing with the toys, but most of all she loved the swing set she had in her back yard. It was definitely her favourite thing to do and she would spend hours swinging and laughing. It was one thing that always got her in a better mood. Haru would try and follow her older brother to school all the time and eventually they enrolled her into a preschool so that she wouldn’t be left out. But Haru always said she wanted to go the the big school like shin. And she didn’t think it was fair. Then

[Haru Sakura]

MOTHER’S DEATH
It was on a summer night, actually it was quite a clear night and it was basically one of those perfect times to be camping. At the time Haru’s mother was very protective over Haru so instead of going camping like her father wanted with the whole family the guys went out camping and Kasami and haru were going to do some shopping instead. They had come in late that night, though they must have forgotten to lock the door as it was open when they walked in. They didn’t exactly think anything of it, especially haru who was only five at the time and excited for the bags of new clothes that she had just gotten. Too tired to do much Kasami didn’t bother flicking on the lights as she brought the small child up to her bedroom having promised her she could sleep with her for the night, since it wasn’t allowed normally but she always tried. When turning on the lights however was exactly the moment where Kasami was grabbed from the side a knife pulled to her throat instantly. It had been a patient’s husband, who had just lost his wife. She had told him that they couldn’t do anything for her and she would pass away. So he apparently decided to take his anger out on her.

Haru screamed, that’s all she knew to do, being a little kid and she was crying, being the emotional kid she was. The guy had told her if he heard her voice he would kill her too. Which at this point was when her mother was the one to start crying. But this guy instead of just killing her he made her death slow, first tying her up and haru in eyes view so that she could see as her mother was basically cut up into pieces. The last words that she remembered was that if he heard a peep from her he would come and kill her just like he did her mommy. Which was where she passed out. And only to be found in the hospital the next day with her brother at her side. They tried getting her to talk but all she would do was shake her head in response too scared to utter a word yet they just said it was shock and she would get over it. They had the funeral, a few days later, and basically there family was a wreck from this point on never completely normal but this was basically because Kasami was the one keeping the family together.

MUTE
The next year started the struggle. Firs of all them all being in a mess and everything, and then haru just stopped talking. It was to the point where she couldn’t talk though, she would try, and nothing. There wasn’t any way the doctors could find out, it was as if she was scared to the point where her vocals wouldn’t work. Her brother though was the one who really turned it around for her. Well at least helped her cope with not being able to speak. He learned with her how to sign which he would later teach his father and then later step mother to do and basically that was the one way that they all communicated together. But it was around this time she stopped trying to make friends. She had one she kept, and that was Chiyo and they wrote to each other in a little book. And they were great friends. But basically it wasn’t something that lasted very long because it just wasn’t something that girl could do so really she isolated herself away from everyone and just remained silent, even her father not talking to her often because he didn’t know what to say and felt weird.

GOING TO SCHOOL
School was the hardest part for her actually. The kids didn’t even try talking to her and when a new kid would come along and try they would think that she was purposely being ignored, even the others thought that she was just being stuck up but really she couldn’t talk. The kids gave her a rough time, but she was only seven at the time so it wasn’t like she had to deal with a lot more then teasing but she silently would cry, once in her room often. Her brother kept her together a lot and she moved to focus her efforts on playing the piano and studying. It was the two things that’s she loved to do at the time. It wasn’t till she was older that she learned to appreciate reading and writing. Music and homework were basically her life and as she grew older her wall just became stronger and harder to break through meanwhile she was learning more Japanese and how to know what people are saying in English as well. Haru was really such a sweet girl though and made her brother laugh a lot. They were inseparable those two. It was more like Shin was the father instead of his actual father actually because his father by this point was off seeing some other girl. And whenever she would see her she would have flash backs of her mother. And she would have to hide away in her room. Which nobody got. Because they didn’t have to experience seeing her mother slowly dying.

FATHER REMARRIED
When Haru was nine her father remarried to Kimiko who proved to actually have quit the temper along with Nobu. Haru believed that it was her step mothers fault that her father had somewhat of a temper now. Once they married was when the beatings hit. Of course not when Nobu was around but him being 14 at the time of there marriage it did end up he being out a lot more and her sitting at home. They would try to get her to talk, would smack her, push her into things, just trying to get her to talk. She knew they meant no harm though, they were just frustrated too. And they always apologized. She always though, and still does think that is enough for her, as her family are the only ones she believes that understand her. She would hide her bruises when necessary and continue like nothing happened. Not like you could tell when it did. It was always this way because se was just an unresponsive child.

HELPING THROUGH THE BEATINGS
Around the age of twelve was when the kids turned against her. They became sick of her not talking, thinking that she was “better then them” and because of her being so tiny and small they picked on her. First it was still the mere teasing but then it turned to being hit, and then kicked, and then led to being hurt more. They wanted to hear her tell them to stop, they wanted to see her cry. She did neither. She couldn’t tell them to stop if she wanted to. And she didn’t cry in front of people. Haru wasn’t one of those people that showed emotion like that. But it was always out of school, on her way home, on her way to the park, there was someone waiting. She had been hospitalized even a few times from the harsh beatings she got. But this also let to her “parents” being able to get away with things easily since the doctors just thought the scars she had were because of the fights, not from her own parents getting frustrated on her not talking. Her brother was always there though, and he would just patch her up and clean her wounds. It was a cycle that they had. But this also was what led to Shin finding out about her father beating her, and what then lead to them leaving.

CHILDREN LEAVING THE FATHER
When Shin was nineteen was the day he on mutual agreement moved down to estabrooke with Haru, to get her to a fresh start. Her brother attending the university there on a scholarship as well. Haru was sixteen and she had already set in her mind she would be just the same as back at home, except for they would speak in English to her instead of Japanese. Her brother still spoke Japanese to her though because that was still what she was comfortable in. Through settling down and everything, them coming a month before having to start school that fall she learned to write, well not learned to write but to enjoy it. It was the move that got her writing a lot more and also got her doing things she wouldn’t do at home, yet still in the little shell that she has always had hard as a rock, not able to break through it nor would she allow anyone to get that close anyways. Her brother already had a job set up and she was to find one that she could do without you know having to speak. But basically she was doing a bit better at least here then back home. Though she still did go there for a month every year.

NEW SCHOOL
When haru started her new school it really was something that she wasn’t looking forward too. She thought they would just be like the people back home, they would hurt her, she wouldn’t respond, she would curl up at home and she wouldn’t really be any different to being home except for the fact that her parents weren’t there to hurt her more. But she was a bit surprised that there were a few people that actually treated her okay. At first, for about the first year when she didn’t have many friends, there were the beatings, but more of people out of school then in, and there was the teasing and mocking but when she had met kuu that for some reason changed. He made in a way her feel better, and also he stopped the people teasing her and in some way she hid behind him at school, and her brother at home, yet she viewed them completely differently. But she did get to have some friends, she just found it hard to communicate. And they did too, so she had friends that stayed with her for a few months and left. Which suited her fine, in a way she always knew she was destined to be alone so she might as well accept it now. But then kuu also made it more clear to her on certain things as well and you could find her laughing on occasion which she never did other then around her brother.

MODELLING
When haru started her senior year at esta she was offered a modelling opportunity. At first she didn’t understand because it had been completely random, but after getting them to talk to her brother and everything and him explaining that she couldn’t talk they still took her in figuring as long as she listen it would be fine. And even though she didn’t work all the time for it she had quite a few modelling things she did and got a fair bit of money and clothing in trade. She liked it too and even though she didn’t talk and just did what told to do, or made friends through it she found another way to express herself. So even though she didn’t see it really she was finding more things to do with her time which also led her to wandering around a lot too yet she was still hiding in her little shell. And it was hard to even “talk” to kuu let alone anyone else. So she focused on things she liked. She found it was easier then anything else.

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[Haru Sakura]

name: mich
years rping: almost five
age: seventeen
gender: female
password: pttthh
role play example:
Kat nodded ‘yes there alright, but they aren’t allowed to be used for stabbing, I still think I like my plastic spoons better, plus her spoons all were funky colors and had cool designs and stuff on them so they definitely stood out. Kst liked things that stood out, which you could easily tell so even something as small as a spoon was pretty amazing when it came into kats hand. And if she couldn’t find something that was odd looking she would merely make it different through decorating it and such. Sometimes though it wasn’t such a good idea. Giggling she shook her head ‘no I think spoons are the way to go. If you want when we go shopping, since we will probably spend most of our cash we can get some really cool spoons and like ice cream so we can use the spoons tonight’ she said to him with a grin. Oh really that would definitely be something they would enjoy even if it was such a simple little thing that anyone else would probably wonder why spoons made them so happy. ‘Plus we don’t want people getting hurt from our inventions of utensils, if they need something that can be potentially dangerous use there hands. They can choke people with them if there really violent’ she told him with a nod. She had no idea where violence came from her love of spoons but she didn’t like it ‘but blood and gore and death are really not my thing. It makes me wanna be sick just thinking about this type of stuff. Well now I know what to think about if I want to skive out of class’ she told him matter of factly. Which was true, if of course but she just had never thought about it before. Of course though both of them could probably do the same and she would make him skip class with her if it came down to it.

Nodding she shrugged ‘yeah well then at least I don’t have to share my invisible friends with anyone but you even if they do make disruptive noises and cause me to go all psycho ninja on them and make her get detention. And even though she had been mad at them at that point it was kinda like her and indigo she could never be mad at any of them for more then a little while unless they did something really mean because even though they were invisamable and nobody else could see them she still quite looked up to some of them because they had always been around for her where nobody else had until a few years back where indigo came in. Once he was here she didn’t find the need of them all that much but they both chatted to them so it worked out quite well and all. Kat looked at him and really could help but giggle at just how protective he was over her, which she really did love about him. Over anyone else she knew he would always be on her side, even if they did get into many small pity arguments that most of the time were for fun over anything. To cause a scene you could say. But she knew that with ANYTHING he would be there for her. There was no mistaking that, if something ever happened where he wasn’t she honestly wouldn’t know what to do. Kat smiled lightly moving closer and pressing her lips to his forehead gently ‘its okay. I know they think im some freak or something because I talk to people they don’t believe exist. Plus there was a reason to coming here eventually. It wasn’t like it just kinda happened. And I didn’t know if I would se you today anyways and now we have a slumber party all set’ she told him leaning up against his shoulder. Giggling she nodded ‘kay, you can complain then. Ill make sure you get the comfy part of my bed if you get a bruise’ she told him with a nod, she was completely comfortable though right now, or else she probably would have moved off his lap. But they both were comfortable and she liked to be as close to him s she could get. It just made her feel that much more safe.

Kat giggled and snuggled close to him her fingers gripping his shirt slightly when she moved them into small fists a smile planted on her face. ‘ Yes I do know, and you’ve got into quite a bit of trouble because of that too’ she told im poking her tongue out though she still kept close to him. In al honestly she could probably see herself as being one of the people that had caused quite a few break ups with him and his girlfriend of the time. She knew that he ditched anyone for her and she honestly had done the same, one time specifically when she had been going to the movies with her one boyfriend, to a movie she didn’t want to go see mind you and saw Indigo going to a movie by himself, a kid movie that had looked amazing in kats eyes so when he went off to get popcorn or something kat joined along with Indigo and went and saw the movie with him instead. Relationships definitely ended badly there but kat really did have many boyfriends either, because every one that she had either tried to tell her hat she couldn’t be friends with Indigo which then caused her to dump them both as friends and as a boyfriend on the spot, right after the words were out of his mouth or that she shouldn’t be so close with him. Either way she ended up dumping the person, or thy dumping her. Either way she much more would rather be with him then anyone else so it didn’t matter to her. They were just fillers trying to make him jealous at times in all honesty. Because she knew every girlfriend he had she had been jealous of in some way even if she hid it quite well. Giggling she nodded ‘ don’t worry would I ever make my princess indigo wear something horrible. I couldn’t’ she said to him with a smile looking at him and only looking at him caused her to giggle again. “okay tonight. I am making you wear one, or at least a skirt like he one im wearing, well make it a longer one though, I think it would work better’ she said to him with a laugh poking his belly. Indigo was just as skinny as kat too so like there jeans they sometimes shared and stuff. It was quite cute.

Giggling she shook her head ‘see if you want to make it non violent and protect yourself you just have to stay home with me that way there is no problems like that. We just don’t wanna be getting sued for handing out pepper spray top everyone now do we’ she asked him with a giggle the way she sounded made it sound like they were actually santa and mrs.clase and they were worried about being sued because of there choices on presents. Plus kat always looked forward to her presents from santa because he always got her almost the perfect gift, indigo only being able to top it ever. Smiling bright she looked at him and nodded ‘I much like that idea better’ she said to him her hand moving his hand so it was flipped and she traced along his palm and up his wrist slightly tracing his veins just for a way to distract her from her thoughts in a way. ‘Ill always want you there. Forever so you’ll never be going out as santa. The elves will always have to do all the work’ she told him with a nod her arms moving around him against stopping tracing his veins once again. She seemed very distracted today though it wasn’t because of what he was saying, he was hearing that clearly but the tension of just wanting to tell him how she feels about him was death in itself. Though she still could joke around for hours over it all. Giggling she nodded ‘ they probably do, just so they will make you go buy more of that same kind so that it still is all pretty smelling and everything. Ts like one of hose very very addicting drugs but with no real harm or anything.’ she told him. She too sniffed her homework whenever she used it to write out her homework as well. It was one way to keep you writing, the scent of your pen. She always hated it when later on your pen died and especially if it was a pen you really liked. Giggling she nodded ‘yeah and only enough hat would last us for our lifetime and we didn’t have to share with anyone else. Because we are the only ones cool enough to hold such a pen’ she said to him nodding in a little kid manner all excited like.

‘I know its so sad. And how we didn’t even realize it before or anything, when everyone shoves there vegetables all together because they don’t think of it making any difference or anything. They are probably hoping to be eaten just because they didn’t want to be hurt anymore. The poor fellas. No wonder there so small. They probably are so scared that they end up shrinking instead of growing like a normal carrot should. ‘ she told him thinking she was a horrible person for just doing this. It was sad just how these two got so worked up over vegetables and raping and everything that were about vegetables. Sometimes people thought they cared about things like that more then the people around them which quite frankly was probably true because a lot of them were never real close friends or anything and kat could care less at people who like teasing and things. The vegetables who had always been nice to her didn’t deserve it. Maybe at some points they did deserve a shoving around or two. She knew that Indigo protected her quite a lot with people picking on her. Nodding she smiled ‘people would so come to a cause. I mean who wants to someone so hurt over something that another vegetable did. We could even make up a jail for those type of people who made it that way so that they never hurt the poor small things again. Because then they just wouldn’t have to worry about it anymore. And the baby carrots would be much safer.’ she told him with a grin looking at him. They both seemed to agree on these things and they always had such genius plans. No doubt y Monday morning they will have posters made and everything and ask that anyone who wants more information that they contact them. It has happened many times before with kat alone even, she got teased quite a bit for some of the stuff she put up but she always remained fierce on what she had done even if she got hurt slightly. Nodding she giggled ‘ truly we would. Even the people wouldn’t want to eat us because they would think that they might jinx themselves because the vegetables were too sexy for there liking’ she told him with a grin. Ego much? Well both of them were like this so it wasn’t as if she had to worry about sounding stupid or anything. They always were like this in some way or another. ‘Id hope I never got molested by the other vegetables. If you didn’t protect me I would be very disappointed’ she murmured with a grin kissing his cheek. Even as vegetables they would be there for each other. It was always how it worked. Giggling she hid her face which turned into a dark blush ‘yes now that you point it out it does. But that’s not what I meant so shush’ she said to him with a giggle. Kat didn’t watch tv much, she always was too busy doing other things. Giggling she nodded ‘though you know me too well as well, since we have so many things that are the same between us’ she told him noticing him giving in but she didn’t say anything. She knew he seemed to give up real easily depending on what she was doing. She just never let on that she knew.

Whimpering in a playful manner she nodded ‘I know and I couldn’t leave you just with nobody to talk to, nobody is good enough to replace me for the day or two that I couldn’t talk either, because I would first be insanely jealous and second nobody knows how to have a conversation like we do. I mean who else is going to do a report on how gingerbread men became cannibals with you’ she asked him with giggle If she ever lost her voice you would definitely see a very down Kat and she would have to be around indigo in order to even be all cheery and happy and such. Nodding in agreement she smiled ‘yes hat would work though you would probably make me laugh and my throat sore so I would have to have like sick medication on me all the time but of course I would get better super quick so that we could go all loud and the moment I got my voice back we would have to run through the streets screaming just to make sure it was okay and everything. Like a sound check’ she said with a giggle. It was really a surprise that she didn’t loose her voice because she never did shut up, even in her sleep she mumbled a lot. Some people also found it completely annoying but then others loved that you could have a complete conversation with her while she was sleeping. It was quite brilliant really. Laughing she smiled ‘ yeah and we would have to like sit at a store and do this because we never shut up so we would run out of paper too easily and would have to go and run and buy another book fill of paper just so we never ran out’ she told him with a grin. It was true. They talked a lot. So if they ever did this and hung out for the time, since she knew he wouldn’t leave her when she had lost her voice they would just sleep in a store that sold journals or notebooks or stock up on a bunch of them or something. It would definitely be funn to read it afterwards. Giggling she nodded ‘or we could use all my British words like lush and blud. Because I don’t get to use those as much anymore since nobody seems to like them’ she said with a sad smile though laughed. She didn’t mind, plus if she did that too then she really would have a problem with people understanding her not like she didn’t as it was. ‘Oh yeahh though I think I would prefer the first one, the last one was like something that you had to kill people for and we couldn’t do that, id much rather be reincarnated with you then that’ she told him with a smile. She couldn’t do things like that, hurt others. She honestly didn’t know how some people did it. It was scary, those type of people.

Even though right now kat was the one that was comforting Indigo she still was being comforted by just being close to him. It wasn’t as obvious that she was but it was like her whole body just realized when around him, and even the fears and doubts she had just weren’t as important when around him and she could just figure out things one step at a time and very slowly. It wasn’t like it needed to be rushed hen around him. Being around him just made it feel like time stood still just so they could stay with each other for as long as they wanted and do whatever they ant to without the least bit of worries. Kat had always for some reason been able to find the right words to make him believe her in everything that she said and really she never once had told him a lie, everything was always the truth just like she knew he would never be without her, that she wouldn’t let that. Kat always wanted to be buy him and do everything together talking about everything, she couldn’t just have one of them disappearing and then both of them being shattered to pieces because they were missing a part of themselves that couldn’t be replaced. ‘Good, plus id never lie to you. Never’ she murmured running her fingers down his back lightly in a soothing effort while the other hand still remained going through his hair. Kat could sit like this for hours and she would be fine with it. Kat would do anything for him, because she knew that she loved him and that person always got her attention , her full attention. Which nobody else ever got. Giggling she shrugged’ im not too sure though I think if I ever had some sort of relationship with my twin I would probably be kicked out of the house along with him and wander the streets. Not that that’s ever going to happen. I don’t know how people manage to get into those situations to be honest. Because wouldn’t it be just so weird? Kissing your sister or brother? And you know everything else that’s involved’ she asked him wrinkling her nose slightly. It was a bit odd though she could never judge someone for being like that either. Yet she had no worries that would ever happen to her, Indigo was the person she loved and only he would ever get her heart completely. Shaking her head she smile ‘then they would think I was raised wrong because im exactly like you. Our parents would get along’ she said with a giggle. Especially if they both raised two kids that are so alike.

Okay so he had got her there. But then the question was why he would give up any other girl that came his way for her ‘im not that good. For you to give up any other girl that wanted you ya know’ she said to him with a small laugh because really you could tell she thought that was true. That in some part of her ind that she never would be good enough for indigo and that he would always deserve more then what she could give him yet she didn’t want him to want more then her either because she really didn’t know if she would be able to handle him having some serious relationship with someone else and her being left behind. She would probably cry every night over this even if she didn’t show that she was actually jealous or wanted him only to herself because she would always be trying to tell herself that it was whatever made him happy. Kat and Indigo looked like a couple already, even if someone walked in to the way they were seated they would think so, which was why they were questioned so often. Kat a lot of the time told them that if you ever see us kiss then were going out otherwise to fuck off. Kat hated being questioned about stuff when it was something she wanted but didn’t think possible to have. Kat just always made it clear that she was his and he was hers. And anyone could see that too which was why they learned not to mess with the two, and neither of them ever did good in relationships because of this. You would think they would realize that they were meant for eachother for this reason since they broke up with a lot of them for each other yet they didn’t notice it. that’s what happens when you have two slow people in a friendship like theres. Neither of them notice. Nodding she scrunched up her nose ‘yeah that would be awful and then we would get more detentions for me not getting off you or something. There would be no end’ she complained. She definitely would hate her watching over there every move, imagine how embarrassing it would be a teacher just staring at you the whole day. Quite creepy actually. ‘It does our version in our heads is close enough’ she said with a nod. Screw the lists. Making things up was easier.

Kat nodded ‘impossible. I definitely think that word works best in this , that it would be impossible to ever stop loving you’ she murmured. It was true, how could she stop loving him? When he completed her life, made her feel important, safe and just made every moment of each day the best because of him. Her life merely revolved around him and anyone else would be a shame to ever put in the same way she was with him. Kat knew that she could never just leave him, never stop loving him without letting him rip her heart apart when doing that. She just couldn’t. She knew that anyone else wouldn’t understand. Especially since they were so young but all she wanted in her future was to be with him, she didn’t care about school, a job, that would come after, as long as he was with her she would never not be smiling because her life would be perfect with him by her side. Giggling quietly she nodded ‘yeah that would be impossible for anyone to beat, especially if we have exceeded perfect. We definitely will rule our world with us really together’ she told him with a smile. She couldn’t remember being this happy in a long time. Blushing she nodded ‘happily ever after. I like that idea’ she murmured with a smile. She felt hot all over with the contact of there lips meeting and she wouldn’t doubt that her blush had traveled around her cheeks and onto the bridge of her nose as well. She knew she finally could do this though, kiss him whenever she wanted. Because they had now moved to the step everyone had been waiting for. Where they were finally together. A few moments later she pulled back slightly pecking him on the lips gently ‘we can leave now’ she murmured her voice raspy her lips still only a small space from his and her eyes still half closed but resisted just kissing him again wanting to know if he wanted to go now or not.

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[levi ramsey]